Chapter 481 It turns out I didn’t forget
Su Qianyi, who participated in the internship, only came back from other places a few days before New Year's Eve.
In the past few days after returning home, she, like most people, was either helping the family with something or attending a relative's wedding ceremony.
She hadn't had much rest in the past few days since she came back, and then New Year's Eve came.
The day before New Year's Eve, like every year, she followed her parents back to her hometown.
Today they were sitting together as a family, laughing and chatting happily, and everyone seemed to have endless things to say.
Several cousins of the same generation as her were either running around the house playing, or watching videos and playing games on their mobile phones.
She was the only one who didn't know what to do except for occasionally being called to help with some work.
She has no interest in other things, including playing with mobile phones.
Before she had a holiday, she was busy working every day and kept doing the endless tasks.
Although life is monotonous, at least it has a goal.
Now that she is back from vacation, she has no busy work or anything else, so she has been sitting on the stool in a daze.
She wouldn't come back to her senses until someone called her, talked to her, or asked her to help.
In the evening, after everyone has finished dinner, the elders in the family either visit each other at the neighbor's house, or sit together and play cards to kill time.
Several of her cousins were playing with their mobile phones.
Although several of her friends later sent her messages and asked her if she wanted to play games together, she rejected them all.
She wasn't in the mood.
She felt empty in her heart, as if she was missing something. At the same time, she felt a tightness in her chest, which made her feel a little uncomfortable. She was not in the mood to do anything else.
She had felt like this all day long and she didn't know why she felt this way.
Until just now, she was sitting alone outside staring at the sky in boredom for several hours. After her attention was attracted by several group chats in the chat software, she finally knew why she was like this.
This year, there was one less special person to message her.
Today before, the messages on her phone would almost never stop.
But today this year, only a few close friends chatted with her for a while, and then they disappeared.
Ten minutes ago, her vx notification kept ringing, so she turned on her phone and took a look at the messages, and found that they were in high school and university class groups, where everyone was chatting and giving out red envelopes.
Originally she was not interested, but before she quit, she saw Xie Shu's name in the chat box.
Thank you...
After seeing these two familiar words, Su Qianyi was stunned for a moment, and then felt extremely aggrieved.
In the past six months, she has been trying to forget this name, the existence of Xie Shu, and everything in the past.
It was difficult for her at first, no matter how much she tried to ignore him, she just couldn't help but think about him.
In the dead of night, she would unconsciously call out his name.
Later, after starting her internship, most of her daily life was occupied by work.
She was exhausted both physically and mentally almost every day and wanted to sleep and rest when she got home.
In such an environment, she finally reduced the number of times she thought about him, and then slowly forgot everything about him.
But......
Many times, when she is done working or taking a break, she always feels empty inside, just like today.
Before the holiday, she still had internship work to do, and her rest time was limited, so she wouldn't think too much about him.
But she didn't have a job today, and she didn't need her help at home, so she was in this mood all day long.
It turns out that she didn't forget Xie Shu, but she was too busy before and didn't have much time to think about him.
Today, even if she wanted to deliberately not think about Xie Shu, she still couldn't control her heart.
She watched Xie Shu chatting with others in the group, and her grievances became more and more serious.
She really couldn't understand. It was so difficult to forget someone, but why could Xie Shu just forget about it?
Could it be that the love he told her before was fake?
But if it was fake, how could he persist for so many years?
After so many years...how could he forget it all at once?
Su Qianyi's nose suddenly became sore, and a few tears unknowingly filled her eyes, but she quickly held them back.
Xie Shu was still chatting with others in the group.
His character is still the same, and he often says things that make people laugh or cry.
There were red envelopes interspersed in everyone's chat messages from time to time, but Su Qianyi didn't order any of them.
She just looked at it like this.
She actually wanted to send a message, and even typed up the blessing, but in the end she didn't send it.
When she was hesitating, Xie Shu also suddenly sent out red envelopes, and sent many of them in succession.
She looked at Xie Shu's name displayed on the screen, finally clicked on one, and successfully grabbed the red envelope.
There is an upper limit on the amount of group red envelopes, and Xie Shu has also set a quota. With so many people grabbing red envelopes, no matter how much they grab, it won't actually be much.
What Su Qianyi got was not as much as the amount Xie Shu had given her alone before, but she was much more nervous now than before.
She looked at the "Thank you boss" related emoticons that filled the screen, but in the end she still didn't send the words "Thank you" she typed.
She also chose to give out red envelopes.
She robbed him, so she should give him one too.
Anyway, if she sends a message, he may not reply.
Even if you want to send it to him alone, it won't work.
There were many people online in the group at this time. Su Qianyi was worried that Xie Shu would not be able to grab it, so she entered the maximum amount, set up a few more places, then added blessings and sent red envelopes.
In a matter of seconds, all her red envelopes were snatched away.
Then there are countless emoticons about "thank you" below.
She glanced at the name of the person who snatched her red envelope, but there was no thank you in it.
Didn't you get it?
So she quickly sent another one, and all the red envelopes were snatched up within the same few seconds.
She glanced at the person grabbing the red envelope again, but there was still no thank you name.
Didn't get it again?
When she was curious, another person in the group sent out a red envelope, and it was also snatched up in a few seconds.
Among the following "thank you" emoticons, Su Qianyi saw one posted by Xie Shu.
She was stunned for a moment, then flipped up again, clicked on the red envelope that had just been robbed, and took a look at the name on it. Xie Shu was inside.
This is not the last red envelope, there will be others to follow.
Su Qianyi didn't grab the red envelopes handed out by those at the back, but she would click in to see who was grabbing the red envelopes after they were all snatched.
Xie Shu's name was included in other people's red envelope records, except for the two she just sent out.
After looking through several other people's red envelope records, Su Qianyi realized that she wanted to understand one thing.
Xie Shu didn't grab her red envelope, not because he was slow, but maybe because he didn't click on it on purpose...