Let There Be Blessing Behind You

Story 16. The one who killed the goddess (5)

Chapter 27

The servant who burst into the room didn’t even notice me. He kneeled in front of the warrior and walked up to him to whisper. I have never seen the Goddess’ warrior surprised, but today, he seemed uncertain. He stood up and walked past me.

“…?”

I didn’t even get the chance to ask him what was happening. Since he dismissed me, I could just go back to my room. I saw that outside the room, there were a few Innocent Ones who seemed anxious and confused. They asked the warrior, “S-sir! Where are you going?”

“… good timing. You all need to follow me, Innocent Ones.”

The warrior looked at all of us, so I assumed that I was to follow him as well. However, when I got ready, the warrior raised his hand and ordered, “No, you two must wait here, Iztal Eriez and Iztal Juya.”

“Sir?”

Eriez was one of the few that were waiting outside. Ignoring Eriez and me, who looked at him in confusion, the warrior took the rest of the men and left quickly. He even took the other brothers who were waiting in the hallway.

“…?”

I didn’t know why we were left behind, but we had no choice but to follow his order. Left in a room that did not belong to me, I felt uncomfortable. I walked out of the room, so I could wait with Eriez. We leaned against the wall silently.

Time passed by slowly, and after a long while, Eriez was the first one to open his mouth.

“What are you doing here, Juya? Did something happen again with Prince Camille?”

“Not really.”

“You haven’t been showing up at our usual places, and you… haven’t asked for me since… that night.”

Eriez tapped my hand gently. I couldn’t tell him the truth that I was ordered to spy on Prince Camille, so I changed the subject.

“I should be asking the same question to you, Eriez. What have you been up to? Why did you come here? Do you know why the warrior asked just the two of us to wait here…?”

“Well… Some people have been avoiding their shifts at the construction sites, so I came here to ask the warrior what I should do about them.”

“Oh…”

Another uncomfortable silence fell. Slowly, Eriez grabbed my wrist and whispered, “So… have you been feeling okay? I mean, your body… Could it be… that you have taken his highness to your bed, and that is why you don’t need me anymore…? If that’s why you don’t need me… I would feel sad… And about that night… Feeling pleasure by being penetrated from behind…”

I didn’t like the fact how Eriez suggested the idea of me abandoning him after using him. I replied in a harsher voice, “No, it’s nothing like that! I haven’t done anything with the prince. We are just becoming good friends. As you suggested, I have been trying to learn more about the laws and ethics from him.”

I saw Eriez’s face crumpling a little, so I softened my voice and added, “… one good thing is that soon, I think I might be able to learn how to make an appropriate lubricant. When that happens, you and I… we can… Anyway, why are you telling me all this? Are you missing me and my body?”

I turned towards him and grinned. When I put my hand underneath his shirt, Eriez shrugged and replied, “I guess you did look kinda cute while moaning and squealing.”

“So, you do think I am girly if you liked me squealing.”

I sighed and removed my hand, but he reached out to touch my sensitive part.

“Like I told you before, Juya, would a girl have something like this?”

“…?!”

Eriez kissed me as he pushed me against the wall. Before I could even think, my body already began to burn. The lower half of the body tensed, and when Eriez caressed the deepest area between my butt cheeks…

Eriez added, “And would a girl ever let me put my dick into her ass like you do? Ahh…”

It was now impossible to see Eriez as a simple friend. We have done and seen too much of each other. As I felt his member harden, my body betrayed me and reacted immediately.

A man’s body could be so simple and stupid.

I pushed Eriez away a little and looked into his eyes as I said to him, “Ahh… Eri… I.. I have been thinking lately…”

“About what?”

“You know how we are ordered to have complete control over our bodies, to keep our bodies clean and pure… But all of us, The Innocent Ones, have been using the special incense in the washroom to relieve ourselves… Recently, I learned that it was Prince Camille, who made that fragrance. That is why he smelled so sweet… Because he works with the main ingredient all the time…”

I thought to tell Eriez this because I wanted to look smart, but as a side effect, I began to feel calmer and less aroused. My penis softened a little to the point that my arousal wasn’t very obvious. I glanced at Eriez’s pants to see what was happening to him. His was much bigger than mine, so if he was excited, it showed.

Anyway, I continued, “So I have thought that perhaps that’s why I feel what I feel for Prince Camille. I have been spending a lot of time with him, smelling that scent on him, and maybe my mind subconsciously associated this… sexual act with his highness… you know, because I used to pleasure myself while smelling that scent in the washroom… And perhaps I mistook my respect for him as something more… And now… Now that I know, I don’t feel anything when I am with his highness, so Eri… you…”

Eri bit my ear and chuckled. He asked, “So you don’t want to do this anymore?”

To be honest, my body was burning up again, even as I spoke, so I knew I couldn’t tell him anything. I wasn’t confident in myself to control my own body.

If I told him that I didn’t want to do this anymore, would Eriez stop? However, if I change my mind later, then what should I do? Would I be able to find anyone else who would do this with me?

Eriez’s fingers reached slowly to below my belly button. My body shivered in anticipation, and I knew I was addicted.

I wanted to do it. Whenever, wherever. I didn’t care who it was with, whether it was with Eriez, Prince Camille, or any other men. I just wanted to do it. I was a slave to my bodily needs.

I gasped and moaned and let myself go. I gave my body to Eriez and let him do whatever he wanted. My brain vaguely recognized the fact that this was definitely not the place for such a forbidden act, but…

“E-Eri… Hakim Karid will be back… very soon… Ahh…”

However, my weak protest was useless. When Eriez pulled my hand towards his hardened member, I knew we needed to hurry.

“Mmmhh…”

We both dropped our pants to reveal ourselves. Feeling how excited he was, I bit his neck in pleasure. We needed to do this fast. We needed to do this now and clean ourselves up before the others returned. How were we going to clean the mess… Oh well, that wasn’t my concern at this point.

“Ahh…”

When I moaned loudly, it was Eriez who jumped in shock. He looked around quickly while I hung onto him helplessly. After making sure no one was around, Eriez dragged me into this nearby storage and began to take my shirt off.

“Oh… Eri… There isn’t anyone… around… a-anyway… Eri!”