I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Chapter 34 Do not want to divorce (1)

After coming out of the hospital and accepting the bad news, Xu Jiao walked to the previous clay shop blankly.

As expected, she was greeted by the dark shop and the big lock on the door.

After all, it’s already more than twelve o’clock in the evening.

The pouring rain was still endless. Even if Xu Jiao came out of the hospital and bought an umbrella at the door, her clothes were almost wet now, and half of them were almost transparently attached to her body.

There was a car passing in front of her, and the splashing water was higher than a person, and it splashed in all directions like a small waterfall, bringing mud and splashing on the person.

Xu Jiao’s umbrella only blocked the upper half, making it harder to stop the trouser legs.

She didn’t move much. When the heavy rain engulfed the city, there was no sound from heaven and earth to her ears for a while. The crackling rain on the eaves sounded like noisy at first, but after a long time there was no sound. Kind of loneliness and loneliness.

As if she was cut off from this world by the rain.

The voice of the system reached her mind without any hindrance at this moment: “Because the heroine has died, the ending of the book has failed to be revised. May I leave immediately?”

Xu Jiao felt the icy cold from the wet clothes on her upper body, her expression was very light and light, as if she didn’t care if she would catch a cold later, she just stood quietly at the door, her eyes lightly Look outside.

“Wait a minute.” She said, “Although I do this task very perfunctorily most of the time, I don’t like to miss appointments when I promised others.”

In order to leave these worlds early, she can say “I love you”, “I like you”, “You are the only one for me” and so on, but…

In keeping the promise, as long as it is something she has promised, she will do it.

For example, agreeing to be Shen Yelan’s girlfriend for a week.

For another example, he promised to make a clay figure for Shen Yelan.

This matter is not difficult for her. As long as she wants to, she can make everything in these books get close to her, even the stone that originally blocked her way and prevented her from moving forward. Get out of the way quietly like long feet when you’re near.

However, Xu Jiao didn’t have such thoughts on weekdays, so she lived a life like an ordinary person most of the time in it.

There are occasional small exceptions.

In the previous celebration party that Su Xi gave her, after drawing the smallest card twice, Xu Jiao didn’t want to ask anyone about her emotions. In fact, she never drew that again before the drunkenness broke out. brand.

Because her mood fluctuates sufficiently, and she is the creator of this world, she is not even willing to annoy her with a square.

It’s the same now.

As long as Xu Jiao wants to complete the task of this pottery, even if she just pinches a mass of mud on the base, the mud will have life and automatically change according to the appearance she wants to shape, presenting her with the most perfect effect.

Xu Jiao glanced at the large wet marks on her trousers, then at the heavy rain outside, wringed her brows, and said in a somewhat unhappy tone: “Why is the sky still not bright?”

The next moment—

The downpour seemed to have been pressing the pause button.

After that, the rain was as sudden as it was when it came, and it became much weaker at a speed visible to the naked eye, and the rain stopped completely in less than half a minute.

Even the thick, continuous black clouds in the sky that could crush the entire city were blocked by the sun, and the golden beam of light shone down from the clouds, adding a touch of light to the city.

Like a post-apocalyptic restart.

Xu Jiao took a look at her phone. It was already 7 o’clock in the morning.

The roadside was quiet, and there were no pedestrians passing by the street where she was, so no one noticed that her clothes and trousers had become dusty, as if the dirty dirt had evaporated overnight. Similar.

…

“Hey, you are Miss Xu? I remember, we have a work for you here.”

Two hours later, Xu Jiao waited for the staff who came to open the store. She just went in and registered her name. When she waited for the other party to cross out a class, when she turned around, she was suddenly yelled at by the people behind.

She paused slightly and turned her head to look at each other.

The employee quickly opened the drawer, took out another stack of folders, flipped through and saw a record, looked up and smiled at Xu Jiao, affirming: “Yes, we have a work here for you. The people who stayed said, if we see you come again, let us remember to hand it to you.”

Xu Jiao moved her eyelashes slightly, and asked calmly, “Who left me the work?”

“Let’s take a look. The registered name is…Shen Yelan. I have the impression of this young lady. She is especially talented. Our teacher said before that she could come here to work part-time after studying for a while.”

Ripples appeared in Xu Jiao’s eyes.

She suddenly guessed what Shen Yelan left for her.

…

“Look, it’s this, it’s very beautiful. When the finished product was fired, we were all talking about it. If it were to be colored and baked again, it would be absolutely beautiful.”

“I don’t know how she pinched it out.”

The clerk in the clay shop led Xu Jiao into the room where the students’ works were stored, opened one of the cabinets with the key, and carefully took out the contents.

That is a…

A lifelike little pottery man exactly like Shen Yelan.

Facial features, hair, clothes, expressions, movements… all look the same.

Xu Jiao suddenly remembered the sentence Shen Yelan said yesterday: “No matter if I can live or not, you are free.”

And when she said that they were “not over yet”, Shen Yelan smiled and shook her head.

original.

Shen Yelan really wanted to let go.

She loves to be paranoid and stubborn, but when she let go, she put it down completely, without any trouble, and didn’t give Xu Jiaoliu any trouble. She really planned to make herself a passer-by in Xu Jiao’s life.

She also sincerely wished Xu Jiao peace, joy, and success in her future without her.

-The human beings created by God were not loved by God, so she banished herself from the Garden of Eden, leaving only the forbidden fruit that she wanted to taste.

…

Xu Jiao returned to the bedroom.

Another book flew out from the bookshelf. It was the “Absolute Control” that she had glimpsed before. The thick book that originally exuded golden light seemed to have lost its vitality. The light dimmed in front of her, and the cover was again. Once turned into gray.

“Unfortunately, you failed to modify the ending again.” The voice of the system sounded at this moment.

Xu Jiao gently placed her hands on her abdomen, sitting on the ergonomically designed gaming chair, pressing the back of the chair slightly, her eyes rested on the gray book.

For a moment, a thought flashed in her mind, she thought, these turned into gray books, as if they were dead.

Obviously this world has not been destroyed.

But just like the story of losing the protagonist, the soul core is gone, and the excitement comes to an abrupt end. No matter how good the other supporting actors are, it is like a piece of jade, unable to become the original glossy and perfect appearance.

When Xu Jiao didn’t say anything, the system asked, “Do you have any failure experience you want to summarize?”

Hearing the system’s worsening situation, Xu Jiao, who was still silent, suddenly raised her lips and said, “Yes.”

system:”?”

Xu Jiao: “I found that these protagonists would turn into love minds after they met me. I blamed my charm as the creator, alas.”

system:”…”

The virtual space is quiet.

Xu Jiao closed her eyes, raised her right hand and touched the keyboard in front of her. She didn’t press any key, only her fingertips could not help but gently rubbing on the heavily worn keycaps, as if this action could bring her some safety. It feels like.

After a while, she suddenly said:

“I found that Shen Yelan is very similar to me.”

Xu Jiao thought that when she saw Shen Yelan wearing that black dress in the fitting room earlier, the description of herself in the mirror that came out of her mind did not seem to be groundless.

She saw her reflection from Shen Yelan.

“Sister Xu Jiao, I don’t know if you are real or my illusion…” Before she died, Shen Yelan told her like this. Xu Jiao hadn’t reacted to it at the time. Later, she thought about the time when she met recently. Shen Yelan’s performance gradually made some guesses in her heart.

This person seems to like her, to the point where hallucinations can occur.

And can’t distinguish what is reality and what is illusion.

Until death comes to help her distinguish.

Just like her, she once received a beam of light, and then desperately chased it, but never caught up. Afterwards, she learned to shape those things that would shine, but it was never as good as before. That one is brilliant.

The only difference is—

She doesn’t have feelings for failed products.

And Shen Yelan… seems to be the same gentleness to her and to the hallucinations.

The system’s voice pulled Xu Jiao’s gaze back from the boundless void: “Where is it like?”

Xu Jiao smiled lightly, and said casually: “It’s just as sad.”

But thinking that this person is a character created by her, Xu Jiao feels relieved. After all, words can best reflect a person’s character. No matter how superb her writing and skills are, the content between the lines always carries her mark.

That was the trace left by her growth, and it couldn’t be scraped off no matter what.

Without waiting for the system to ask any more, Xu Jiao removed her hand from the keyboard, stood up and stretched her waist, her eyes restored to the clearness of the past, everything in the world was honestly reflected in her eyes, but she didn’t seem to look at anyone. .

Her feelings are so cold-

It seemed that even death could not touch her.

When she left the world of “Absolute Control”, she did not say hello to anyone, nor did she do anything about saying goodbye, nor did she even ask the system how the whole world mechanism works after she left, and she got the clay figurines. At that time, she asked to leave.

It’s the same now. Xu Jiao looked back at the rows of bookshelves and asked aloud, “What’s the next world? Let’s just start.”

…

at the same time.

In another unknown space.

“Congratulations on your gaining 1 point of the creator’s love and achieving a breakthrough of 0.” A voice that was particularly grateful sounded, but because the sound quality of the sound itself is more mechanical, the cold words sounded like a mockery. .

A hoarse female voice sounded, repeating what she had heard: “1 o’clock?”

She smiled and said, “It’s only 1 o’clock when I work so hard? It’s a ruthless creator, so hard to move. Is her heart made of stone?”

“The protagonist, please make persistent efforts-if you cannot collect the creator’s 100 favorite points before all the worlds are over, your wish will not be fulfilled.” The mechanical voice reminded.

The female voice smiled slightly: “I know.”

She said slowly: “I will pull her off the altar and let her feel the suffering in the world.”

The voice is still very soft, but the meaning contained in it makes people can’t help but horrify.

The woman smiled and asked, “What is the next world?”

…

“Starlight”.

The author Xu Jiao has only completed a work in recent years. The elements in the label are the most popular nowadays. The subject matter is the enduring entertainment industry, and ABO elements are also used.

“Starlight” is also a romance novel, with career lines as well as love lines.

The heroine is called Fengqingyu. After puberty, glands gradually grow from the back of her neck, emitting pheromones belonging to Alpha. As we all know, in the world set by ABO, the number of Alpha is as rare as Omega, and they are only occupied. 5% of the total population is rare. Alpha is the top of the pyramid, and Omega is an animal that is so cherished that it needs to be protected like a panda.

Before the age of 19, Feng Qingyu’s life was smooth sailing.

Although the Feng family is not a top-notch family, it is also a wealthy family. The family atmosphere is exceptionally harmonious. As the youngest child in the family, Feng Qingyu is loved by his parents. There is also a brother who is three years older than her. Extraordinarily complete.

Growing up in such a family, her personality will naturally not be bad, and the friends she finds are also in a circle; as for her career, she has been a screen actress since she was a child, and her acting skills have gradually risen until she is 18 years old. At that time, she was nominated for the Golden Sheng Award by relying on a work and jumped to the top. In the same year, she appeared on the cover of the first-line magazine “VG”.

To achieve results, to be popular, and to be popular, I looked around the Chinese film and television circle that year, and no actress could match it.

Until she turned 19 years old.

The country assigned her an Omega object.

Because the populations of Alpha and Omega are becoming scarcer, and the fertility rate of the Beta group, which accounts for the majority of society, has fallen, the country has formulated a policy that both A and O must be married if they are 19 years old. When the spouse is not legally registered, the unregistered adult A and O will be automatically paired with each other according to the matching degree of the pheromone from the database.

Of course, if they find it inappropriate to get along for a year, they can also file for a divorce.

Feng Qingyu was assigned a female O, who is an eighteenth-line actress.

This eighteenth-line little O was once seen in the wealthy circle with his family. Unfortunately, he fell into the family when he was more than ten years old. Since then, he has been reduced to a guy who tried to integrate into the circle but kept making jokes, in order to become a human again. People, she has been an internet celebrity and a model.

After marrying into Feng’s family, she kept tying her image with Feng Sapphire, leading fans to post and **** the blood of Feng Sapphire. Whenever she went out to eat with Feng’s family, she had to find a paparazzi to take pictures of all this, and to shape herself in The illusion that Feng’s family is especially valued, even ask Feng Qingyu to give her resources, buy hot searches for her, and buy her prizes.

Even the public relations team has to take care of the wind.

Feng Qingyu was overwhelmed, barely endured for a year, and filed for divorce. At that time, the 18-line little O had already exploded with two or three costume TV series IP. Hearing her proposal for divorce, she immediately turned her face in denial and desperately smeared her. Her image accuses her of failing to fulfill her partner’s obligations in the marriage, and to draw the sympathy of the public by selling miserables.

The Feng Family are all educated people, and wherever they have been subjected to the same methods as hooligans, for a while, the Feng Family is implicated in seeing people in the circle for some time.

Feng Qingyu is even more miserable. The image of the “scum girl” is overwhelming on the Internet. The real and the fake are mixed together. The opponent who was once jealous of her also came out and fell into trouble at this time, so that she could not turn over for a while, and the image was affected. The loss of commercial endorsements, and the resistance of the people came one after another. It just happened that she was talking to the company about renewing the contract, and the situation suddenly worsened.

The company refused to renew her contract.

Feng Jia also suddenly encountered a career problem, and was attacked by competitors. For a time, the capital chain was broken and he was unable to come up with funds to support Feng Qingyu’s career development.

At this time, the opposing company offered her an olive branch. The president of that company was Shang Guanyan, the hero of this article. Although people do not show up in the entertainment industry, his legends are everywhere in the entertainment industry.

People who have met him say that the Alpha that he envisioned in his dream is his appearance. He is handsome, rich and full of pheromone, like a natural model, with broad shoulders and long legs, and a handsome face like a **** of heaven.

It’s just that Feng Qingyu has no feelings for him. After all, everyone is Alpha. Natural pheromones are mutually exclusive. She is very grateful for Shangguanyan’s help, but she just wants to use her career as a reward. She has never thought about other things. .

However, Shangguanyan treated her very unusually—

Not only did she give her the best treatment, let the public relations help her whiten her image, and even talked to her about resources personally.

Even Feng Qingyu was scratched on the back of her neck by a fanatic fan, causing her glands to be damaged. It was Shangguanyan who asked her to take care of her, and she did not even worry her family.

There were also many accidents during the recuperation period, but Shangguanyan always appeared in time again and again, until the story developed like all clichés:

Feng Qingyu found out that she had a love for Shangguanyan.

When Shangguanyan helped her in the accident again in time, Feng Qingyu directly asked him if he had a good impression of him, but they were both A, and pheromones were mutually exclusive.

Shangguanyan looked at her affectionately: “It doesn’t matter, love that violates instinct is more moving, isn’t it?”

In this way, they lived happily together.

Seeing that the true fans here were greatly relieved, they desperately praised Xu Jiaocongliang for no longer making a knife, and finally reformed, and even lost a lot of reward tickets to her, and expressed their expectation for them. After the two got married.

Several readers also wrote long comments to praise this strong story. They said in words that the gender division of ABO has crossed the original gender and reached true equality. Double A love is even more equal in equality. Praise the author for his advanced consciousness in this regard.

until…

the next day.

Xu Jiao updated another one with as many as 20,000 words, and the readers rushed in waiting to be fed.

The content of that chapter is that Feng Qingyu heard a phone call between Shangguanyan and a friend before marriage. It mentioned that a friend he had known for a long time was coming back from abroad, and he wanted to pick it up.

Feng Qingyu felt that the name was familiar. She searched the information of the person curiously, and after entering, she saw the picture of the person in the entry…

She discovered that Shangguanyan’s so-called friend was an Omega and looked very much like herself.

After further investigation, she found that she had had gland damage and couldn’t get rid of her relationship with Shangguan Yan. To put it bluntly, that fanatical fan seemed to have been instigated by some people.

Once the seeds of doubt were planted, Feng Qingyu couldn’t control her urge to search for the truth.

The end of that chapter is—

Feng Qingyu discovered that when she was hospitalized in the hospital, the medicine she used contained Omega pheromones. That is to say, someone injected Omega pheromones into her incomplete glands, which made her become ill. A monster that is not O can have love for Alpha’s kind, and she thought she had overcome instinct.

…

The readers rushed out with their knives—

“I take back the words I praised you yesterday. I’m really blind. Really, no, I’m blind. What makes me think this lady can reform? Dog author, take my life!”

“I was eating a bite of candy, and suddenly I took a bite. Isn’t it how I feel now?”

“I’m so gender equal, I’m going to chop off the hand that praised you yesterday! Dog blood is worthy of you, substitutes, entertainment circles, ABOs, sadomasochism, and what else you didn’t join in the early days Element, you speak up.”

“I drew my forty-meter big knife and pointed it at you in a mess!”

…

With her eyes closed, Xu Jiao could think of the anger that filled the comment area at that time.

Because of her show operation, this book was originally classified as a cookie series in major tweets recommendations. As a result, as soon as the new chapter came out, the bloggers who thought about tweets felt that they had been deceived. The recommendation was deleted.

And just like the niche, she changed the label and changed the “cookies” to the “Blood of Giant Dogs” series.

The subsequent development was also like the ancient abuse of literature. Shangguanyan swayed between Bai Yueguang and the avatar. After he found out who his true love was, he put down his posture to follow the trend of Qingyu and apologized, and pursued again with sincerity. After you abused me thousands of times, and I abused you thousands of times, the two finally got together in the finale.

just.

Xu Jiao was abandoned by the readers on the day when she turned from a sweet cookie to a big knife. After clicking to subscribe, she felt boring and boring afterwards. Her sadomasochism was so bad that she was cut in half. Tailed.

…

now.

After recalling the plot, she was transferred to the new world, not in a hurry to open her eyes, and asked the system: “What is my identity in this world?”

According to her guess, it should be Feng Qingyu’s friends with a high probability. In the novel, Feng Qingyu’s popularity is good, but the circle of friends is only focused on the description, so it is not too difficult to arrange a random person named “Xu Jiao” to enter. , Does not affect the overall plot.

Moreover, in her opinion, the difficulty of modifying this article into HE is not high at all. Just stand from the perspective of a friend, appear when Feng Qingyu needs help, send charcoal in the snow, and then wake her in time when she is in love, or Look for opportunities to get to know Shangguanyan, let him do less sorrow, and recognize his heart in time—

In this way, the ending will be as sweet and sweet as the readers had expected.

Thinking of this, Xu Jiao breathed a sigh of relief.

The system’s answer also appeared at this time. It sold a little bit: “It’s a pre-production scene, but you don’t have a supporting role for the name.”

Xu Jiao smiled lightly in her heart, and guessed it with a face to the system: “Is it a friend Feng Qingyu knew when she was a child? I think about the plot…”

Before she could say anything, the system directly rejected: “No.”

Xu Jiao: “?”

The system gave another prompt: “It’s an Omega.”

Xu Jiao: “…”

Xu Jiao: “!”

Xu Jiao: “Wait, won’t it? Could it be—”

At the same time, the system announced the answer with that rigid voice: “Yes, that’s the one who got married with Qingyu, sucked her blood crazily, tied her up for hype, kicked her away after becoming famous, and turned her away. That smelly Omega wife.”

Xu Jiao: “…?”

The system is not too troubled and said: “Congratulations to this supporting actor who has obtained the name since then. She has the same name as the creator. She should feel extremely honored.”

Xu Jiao: “…”

She opened her eyes and let out a blank expression: “Fuck.”