I am secretly a 12th Dimensional Eldritch God

(AN: Yes, I finally did it, the long promised +18 chapter featuring Sakuya Izayoi after two months of waiting. It took me 4 days to research romance +18 materials and alternating between dying of cringe to get that few paragraphs of romance done. Hope you like it.

Also, yeah. It looks like AI written coz I know my lack of vocabulary and constant grammatical errors. So, I just write the chapter and then run it through Chat GPT to improve it before I edit everything. That took some time to finish too.)

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Ray stretched lazily on his cushion, the warmth of the morning sunlight rousing him from his slumber. He blinked slowly, his slit pupils narrowing as he realized the time. Usually, Sakuya would have woken him by now, her voice cutting through the quiet of the mansion like clockwork.

Perplexed, he hopped down from his perch with a soft thud. His sleek black fur shimmered faintly in the light as he stretched his lithe form, claws scraping briefly against the polished wood floor. "This is strange," he murmured, his voice a smooth baritone that belied his feline appearance.

Sakuya forgetting her duties? That was as likely as the stars suddenly vanishing. She was the pinnacle of precision, the perfect Head Maid.

"Maybe she's preoccupied with something… or someone," he mused, padding silently toward the dining room.

As he trotted down the hallway, his thoughts drifted to the usual culprits—his daughters. They were a chaotic blend of youthful energy and mischief. And among them, Jack was the prime instigator. That girl had a knack for trouble that even Sakuya sometimes struggled to contain.

"If only the others could follow Sakura and Abby's example," Ray sighed, his tail flicking in mild exasperation. "I'd have a lot less to worry about."

He slipped into the dining room and leapt gracefully onto his usual chair, curling his tail neatly around his paws. The faint aroma of breakfast wafted through the air, and moments later, the door to the kitchen swung open.

Grayfia stepped out, carrying a tray laden with a lavish spread. Her silver hair shimmered as she approached, a faint smile on her lips.

"Good morning, Master," she greeted, setting the tray on the table before him.

Ray tilted his head, his golden eyes narrowing slightly. "Where's Sakuya?" he asked, his tone calm but tinged with curiosity.

Grayfia's smile faltered, and she pouted ever so slightly with a small huff. "Oh, so you're worried about her first, not this poor ol me," she muttered enviously under her breath. Still, she quickly straightened up immediately after and replied, "Well, Sakuya isn't feeling well today. She should be resting in her quarters."

Ray's ears twitched in surprise, ignoring her playful and suggestive remarks. "Sick? That's the first I've heard of it." He frowned, his tail swishing agitatedly. "Sakuya, sick? That shouldn't be possible."

Grayfia nodded solemnly. "I thought so too, Master, but she looked rather pale and flushed this morning. I insisted she take a break until her fever subsided."

Ray's gaze darkened, his thoughts racing. His gift to each of his people had ensured that no one under his care could succumb to mortal ailments. For Sakuya to fall ill was more than an anomaly. It was a sign that something was amiss.

His claws flexed against the chair's armrest, a quiet but ominous sound. "I'll need to check on her myself," he murmured.

Something was wrong, and Ray intended to get to the bottom of it.

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In the privacy of her room, Sakuya lay sprawled on her bed, her usual composed demeanor nowhere to be found. Her silken hair clung to her damp neck, strands sticking to her flushed skin as beads of sweat traced delicate lines down her face. Her breathing was erratic-short, shallow

gasps that matched the movement of her trembling hand between her thighs. Her other hand pressed firmly against her mouth, stifling the sounds threatening to escape.

Yet, even through the muffled gasps and soft moans, a single word slipped past her lips, 'Master' she called and repeated like a mantra until her body jolted and sagged by the pleasure washing over her body with an intense quivering.

"Ah! Master! Why must you torture me like this?" Sakuya lamented, her voice tinged with frustration and despair. "You've slept with every maid but me! Am I really that unattractive to you?" She lay sprawled on her bed, staring blankly at the ceiling as a wave of dejection washed over her. "This isn't fair… I was the first by your side, yet I'm the one ignored while everyone else gets their chance."

After she is done basking in the fleeting afterglow, Sakuya realizes what she had done in the heat of the moment and her cheeks blushed up intensely with embarrassment enough to kill herself. She quickly lifted her body up to get off her bed and was about to clean up after herself when she noticed a small black figure at the corner of her room staring back at her with a slack jaw.

Sakuya froze, her body stiffened. Panic and dread surged through her as she sat up abruptly, her face now crimson with embarrassment.

They both made awkward eye contacts before Ray decided to dispel the weird atmosphere.

*Cough*

Here's the improved version of the scene, making the dialogue sharper and the descriptions more vivid while maintaining the tension and Sakuya's unraveling emotions:

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"It seems you're fine… I'll excuse myself now." Ray turned away, his voice calm as he extended a tendril of shadow to twist the doorknob. But before he could leave, Sakuya suddenly materialized beside him, her hand gripping his fur-clad body with startling urgency.

"Wait! M-Master…" she stammered, her voice quivering like a fragile thread on the verge of snapping. "I…"

"No." Ray cut her off without hesitation, his tone firm but neutral. "There's no need to explain. It's fine. Everyone needs to release their stress once in a while."

He expected her to retreat, to bury her emotions and let the moment pass as she always did. After all, Sakuya's devotion had always been stoic, restrained. But this time, she didn't. Instead, her grip tightened, her fingers digging into his side as her composure shattered.

A cold, oppressive aura filled the room. "Whose fault do you think this is, Master?" Sakuya's voice suddenly dropped to an icy monotone, each word laced with barely contained fury as she grit her teeth. "Do you think I'm stressed for no reason? Have I not made my feelings clear enough? Have I not been loyal enough? Have I not been devoted enough!"

Ray turned his head slowly, his golden eyes meeting hers. What he saw sent a chill through even his eldritch core. Sakuya's head was tilted unnaturally, her wide, dilated eyes boring into his soul. Her normally flawless visage was twisted with unbridled frustration, her every feature painted with bubbling madness and obsession.

"I have been by your side when it's just you and Mistress Asia," she hissed, her voice trembling with suppressed rage into hisses. "Serving you with unwavering loyalty long before you pick up those stray bitches and sluts! And yet… After a hundred chapters have passed, even as a new volume begins, I remain ignored. Forgotten! Unwanted!"

Each of her words were like daggers, cutting through him as she pushed him into the corner, her empty gaze boring deeper into his soul. "Tell me, Master," she continued, her voice turning flat before rising agitatedly as her bottled emotions finally spilled over. "Why haven't you laid your hands on me? Why am I the one left undesired? Do you have any idea what it feels like? This envy, this jealousy, this frustration, this madness eating away at my heart?"

Ray knew he was beyond redemption at that point.

When someone as composed and reliable as Sakuya turned into a love-starved yandere, it was the ultimate sign he had fucked up. Quite badly too. No apology or excuse could fix that.

There was only one way forward.

Without hesitation, Ray's feline form shifted, shadows melting away to reveal himself in a human form. Sakuya froze, her breath catching as she instinctively took a step back. The sudden change startled her, but it wasn't just his physical form. It was the weight of his presence that made her falter.

Despite the storm of emotions raging inside her, she couldn't suppress the surge of awareness that sobered her up. The knowledge of the truth of her Master's identity and she knew better than anyone how much he despised being told what to do.

Her mind spun with apprehension. Surely, he would scold her or worse, 'discipline' her for her outburst. Her eyes darted nervously, unable to meet his intense gaze as terror loomed over her mind.

Then, without a word, Ray moved.

His hands shot out, grabbing her wrists firmly. Sakuya's heart leapt, a mix of panic and anticipation coursing through her. She barely had time to process what was happening before she was lifted effortlessly, weightless in his grasp.

Her breath quickened. Was she about to face his wrath? Or perhaps, a different kind of punishment? Her mind screamed to prepare for his anger, but her body betrayed her as a small hope blossomed in her mind, heat rising to her cheeks as she shut her eyes tightly with anticipation.

But instead of pain, she felt herself being laid gently onto the bed. That is already a great start.

The soft press of the mattress beneath her did little to calm her racing heart as Ray suddenly pinned her wrists to the sheets. His movements were deliberate, like a lion securing his prey from escaping.

And then, she felt it. His warm breath brushed against her ear.

"I know it's too late for apologies," Ray whispered to her ears, his voice deep and resonant, each word dripping with intensity. "So instead, I'll erase the loneliness inside you… and fill it with my love."

Sakuya's breath hitched, her body trembling beneath him. The raw passion of his words sent shivers cascading through her spine, reigniting the heat deep within. She opened her eyes, finally daring to meet his gaze, and what she saw made her heart stop.

His eyes bore into hers with an intensity that left no room for doubt. There was no distance between them, no hesitation, only the promise of a passion that consumed them both.

Sakuya closes her eyes again. This time not out of fear. But out of embarrassment and shyness. She couldn't bear seeing passionate eyes staring into her and his warm breath that tickles her ears and nape.

"Damn. If you are making yourself look that adorable… I wouldn't be able to hold myself back much longer." His voice turned a little hoarse from trying to reign his lust since this is Sakuya's first time.

With her eyes closed, Sakuya can't see what is happening. But, she could feel the warm gentle touch on her lips. Followed by a wet appendage prying open her mouth.

The joy surged through her like a tidal wave, an overwhelming flood of emotions that crashed against her heart and left her breathless.

Her body softened and melted under his tender affection, each gentle touch unraveling the tension she'd carried for so long. Her misty eyes fluttered open, stealing a glance at the face of her beloved Master. His expression—so unfamiliar yet achingly intimate—made her heart ache with longing.

But it wasn't enough. This isn't enough. A desperate thought clawed at her mind, unrelenting. She craved more. She needed more of his warmth to drown the unbearable loneliness that had gnawed at her for so long.

"Nhn… Mashta…" Her voice came out small, trembling with vulnerability as she pulled back from the kiss. "Hug me… please?"

Her words, laced with an innocent desperation, struck Ray like a blow. His golden eyes flickered with an unspoken darkness, a primal urge threatening to surface. For a fleeting moment, the temptation tugged at him, fierce and undeniable.

But he smothered it, forcing himself to breathe deeply as he stared at her fragile, pleading expression. Her flushed face, the tearful glimmer in her eyes, and the way she trembled in his presence tugged at something deeper inside him.

Without a word, Ray moved to sit beside her, his calm exterior masking the storm within. Gently, he lifted her small, trembling frame as though she weighed nothing. Her breath hitched as he placed her on his lap, his arms encircling her protectively.

Sakuya didn't resist. Instead, she clung to him desperately, wrapping her arms around his neck and burying her face against his chest. Her hold was fierce, as if afraid that letting go would make him disappear.

Ray's hands rested on her back, steady and reassuring. His warmth enveloped her, banishing the shadows that had lingered in her heart. Slowly and gently he swiped his hand on her silken hair, caressing her softly until she lifted her head up with a wordless plea.

Ray chuckled amusedly before he moved his hand to her cheek, lightly cusping it and tilting her head up before planting another kiss on her lips.

Dozens of minutes went by as they were locked in passionate kisses.

Ray took the opportunity to get a feel of her body. His hands sneak under her outfit, playfully teasing and exploring her small and deceivingly frail looking frame to elicit her cute and adorable moans that stroke on the flame of lust inside him.

Slowly, Ray strips away her uniform layer by layer until all that is left is her bare birthday suit and a white apron around her waist hiding the garden between her thighs. With a teasing chuckle, he circled his finger around her cute pinkish left nipple before squeezing it between his finger that made her gasp and bit her finger.

Ray slipped a hand underneath the apron and ran his finger on her eager and drooling pussy. "Look who's excited?" Ray shows his finger drenched with her sticky love juice before taking a lick for a taste. "Hmn, a little citrusy and sweet." He said while licking his finger clean.

Sakuya blushes harder at the sight of it and buries her face on her chest. Although, she felt relieved and excited that he liked the taste of her.

"S-Stop teasing me, Master." She said with a whisper before her eyes set at the tent on his pants that pitched so tightly it could burst out.

"Alright. Alright. It's your fault for acting this cutely. It's a crime not to tease when you look like that." He chuckles with both hands raised in surrender.

With a small huff and pout, Sakuya climbs down his lap to the floor, kneeling between his legs before reaching her hands to his pants. She leans down her body and rests her face on his crotch before slowly unveiling the hidden dragon within.

Intoxicatingly, Sakuya savored his strong musky scent until the 17 inches monster as thick as her wrist smacked her lightly in the face. She was too stunned and speechless, marvelling at his massive dick that could barely fit her hand and gulped while imagining how it would mercilessly tore her maidenhood soon.

Seeing Sakuya's shocked face, Ray snaps his finger before his dick shrinks considerably to a manageable ten inches that could fit in her at the very least.

"Ah, I forgot to change the size. You know Ravel, she likes it big and rough enough to fuck her half dead. But since this is your first time. It's better to tone down the difficulty." He said while giving her head an encouraging nudge.

Sakuya nodded silently while staring at his dick in her hand. Even if he said he already toned down the difficulty for her. It still looked so big that she could barely fit in her mouth.

Without wasting any time, she build her courage and bring her mouth closer to his dick until her lips touches the tip and slowly use her tongue to spread her saliva all over it, lubricating it well before she stuff it into her mouth and ran her tongue like she is polishing his gland with her tongue.

Sakuya easily fell into a trance as she swallowed and sucked the tip inside her tiny mouth that gave the splitting image of a hamster trying to stuff a big banana into its mouth. Her eyes turned misty as she locked eyes with him, her face turned flushed and a thick viscose drool coat a third of his dick that she swallowed to the back of her throat.

Sakuya saw his face. She is aware that she lacked skill and experience to give him a pleasurable experience. Even with plenty of training via Sirin's VR eroge, the real application of the technique is still different. His hand that clenched into a fist tells that he is resisting the urge to get rougher for his enjoyment. After all, no matter how cruel or evil her Master is to others. He is kind and a big softie around those who he cares about. He held himself back because he wanted her first experience to be special and let her do it at her own pace instead of just focusing on himself.

So, Sakuya paused for a moment and reached for his hand. She guided it to the back of her head before looking him in the eyes.

"Sakuya is your maid and it's my responsibility to please you, Master. So, please stop holding back for me." She pleaded.

Ray looked a little stunned as sighed before he smiled. His hand no longer clenched into a fist as he reached for her face and caressed it.

Sakuya felt a shiver from his gentle touch, her body heating up from anticipation when he lowered his head and whispered to her ears.

"You know," His voice turned a little hoarse and his gentle caress stopped and was replaced with a slight forceful grip on her hair. "When you ask me that sincerely. There's no way I could not fulfill your wish."

Sakuya felt a sense of fear growing inside her but still not enough to overcome her excitement and anticipation. After all, she had seen how roughly he had sex with a few of his wives and the maids. But each of them seems to enjoy it rather than disliking it.

Without an opportunity to react, Sakuya felt his hard and throbbing member slide over her tongue and down her throat, forcefully ramming down her esophagus as her breath was robbed away. Tears welled in her eyes as she choked and coughed. But that did little to make him stop and instead he started thrusting her head even more vigorously.

The juxtaposition of feeling to be treated like an object to satisfy his lust compared to his gentle demeanor, felt incredibly

intoxicating to Sakuya.

The stark contrast between being seen as an object of desire and the warmth of his tender care left her in a vortex of emotional turmoil. She felt vulnerable yet cherished, exposed yet protected, as though she was both at his mercy and the center of his affection. Her heart raced with conflicting sensations-fear and

excitement, longing and uncertainty-all blending into a heady mix that made her head spin as the darkness of asphyxiation ebbing on her quickly fading consciousness.

She clung tighter to him with her eyes slowly losing focus and rolling back into her skull, her trembling fingers clawed his half removed pants, seeking his reassurance even as her body responded instinctively to his presence.

It was maddening, this duality. The primal, raw sadistic hunger she sensed in him and the way he handled her so delicately, as if afraid she might break at the slightest touch. A delicate balance that made her feel herself surrendering completely, consumed by the fiery passion of the man who held her.

When her consciousness was at its brink, eyes started to turn foggy and dull. Her fingers lost their strength to keep holding on and her body turned limp. Even then, all she could feel was the rough thrusts in her throat. Her nearly faded vision took one last glance at her Master who was shouting something she could no longer hear.

"C…ng! Dr… all…"

Suddenly, her oxygen deprived lungs regained the oxygen it desperately needed as the darkness that swallowed her vision quickly fades away.

But, as she desperately sucked in air. It was suddenly blocked again as she felt a pair of hands holding her head by her cheeks. Something warm was flooding her mouth and the only way for her to take in air is to remove the fluid clogging her airway.

"Ahhh! Great! Drink it all, Sakuya!" Ray groaned pleasurably as Sakuya greedily sucked his still ejaculating throbbing dick in a trance.

Strings after strings of thick, gel-like cum, gulped audibly as she swallowed everything while some went up the wrong way and ended up flowing out from her nose which look incredibly hot and erotic for Ray that even after his first ejaculation, his dick is still rock hard and raring to go on the next round.

Panting and greedily sucking in air, Sakuya regained some clarity as she looked at Ray with his cleaned, wet and sloppy dick resting on her face that garnered none of her concern as she opened her mouth wide to show it was empty.

"Did I do well, Mashta?" She asked while still heaving her breath heavily.

Without even needing to answer, Ray's throbbing dick is enough to tell her everything she needed to know. Knowing this, she smiled and lifted herself up before climbing up on his lap and rubbing her dripping wet crotch against his hard and eager dick. Then she pushed him down on the bed and whispered to him.

"Please let me do this, Master." Sakuya begged as she lifted her hip up and held his dick with a hand to line it up against the entrance of her pussy.

Ray said nothing but to lift her chin and plant a deep and passionate kiss on her lips. Slowly, Sakuya lowered her hip which pushed his dick in and pry her pussy open.

"Hmh… Hngh! Hnn… Ah!"

She moaned and gasped when his gland finally stopped before her hymen. Clearly it was painful when she shifted her whole weight to pierce her hymen and offer her virginity to her Master. However, she still stubbornly wishes to do it herself. Wishing to play the role of the maid till the end even when the pain was paralyzing.

Seeing this, Ray couldn't bear to let her suffer and traced his finger above her womb to create a tattoo.

"Hnh!" Sakuya gasped as her eyes widened. "Wha-What is this?" She questioned when the pain all vanished and replaced with intense lust and libido burns like fire that spreads all over her body.

Smirking as he lay comfortably on a pillow. "That's the hypnosis tattoo I learned from a certain incubus. It converts pain into libido. Quite useful to break minds but in your case, it makes your first time much enjoyable without pain." He answered while poking at the tattoo, making some minor tweaks.

"But… the pain is what makes the first time special and memorable…" Sakuya murmured, her voice tinged with disappointment and a hint of embarrassment. Her dejected expression only deepened as she averted her gaze.

"Who says that?" Ray's brow arched, a knowing teasing smirk playing on his lips. "Oh, don't tell me. It's from those eroge games you secretly play when Sirin's out handling her work, isn't it?"

The stunned expression on Sakuya's face was priceless. She froze, her mouth slightly agape, her flushed cheeks grew redder.

"What's with that surprised look?" Ray chuckled, his amusement only growing as his eyes gleaming with mischief. "You should've known better than to think you could hide something from me. You do remember the nature of an Eldritch Being, don't you?"

Sakuya blinked, still too shocked to respond, as he continued, his tone casual yet laced with amusement. "Anything that carries my name or likeness is, in essence, an extension of me. That includes… let's say, certain virtual recreations."

It took a moment for his words to fully sink in, but when they did, Sakuya's eyes widened in dawning realization.

"Yes," Ray confirmed, his smirk widening as he watched her connect the dots. "You could say… that is me, too and the hundred of times you did your 'special training'."

Sakuya's face turned a deeper shade of red as she clutched the bedsheet, unsure whether to feel mortified, ashamed, or disappointed.

"Well, don't think too much about it. An unforgettable and memorable experience? I can give it to you using another method."

Ray caught and hugged Sakuya's waist before pushing her down to the bed while he rose up on top of her, pinning her to the bed once more. His hip was already mounted and thrusting slowly but deeply. Each thrust hit deeply and caused a visible large bulge on the crotch of her slender body.

Each thrust elicits a symphony of melodious gasp and moan as he grip the bed sheet tightly from the explosive wave of pleasure washing over her body like a battering ram hitting her body.

Ray digs his head on her chest, sucking and nibbling on her modest breast as she clutches his head tightly, unable to do anything else but to latch on his presence as all the pleasure makes her lose all her sense of rationality.

"Hnh! Ah! There's no milk coming out no matter how hard you suck, Mas— Ah! Nnn…" Sakuya said seductively and teasingly with her eyes shrouded with lust.

After hearing what she just said, Ray paused and lifted both her legs upon his shoulder before he ram his dick down into her tight and greedy hole until he felt her cervix and ravaged her baby factory with his big throbbing and raging dick that wanted nothing but to fill it up with his baby batter.

Once he changed position, his ferocity increased several folds. He pinned her leg down to raise her hip for a mating press and rammed her tight and former virgin pussy like there's no tomorrow. Each thrust sends a shiver up her spine and turns her mind blanks from the cocktail of chemicals exploding in her head like fireworks that her pupils turn into heart shaped.

Then, at the seventeen minutes mark. Neither couldn't hold it back anymore. Ray could feel the inner folds of her pussy twisting and squirming restlessly, foreshadowing a major orgasm meanwhile Sakuya could feel his balls churning and his dick throbbing nonstop as his cum is at the verge of shooting out inside her battered womb.

It happened in an instant, Ray slammed his hip down to a stop. "OH!" Sakuya gasped as air knocked out from her lungs. She heard him yell "Get pregnant!" before she felt the gush of hot cum flooding her womb so intoxicatedly by the pleasure amplification effect of the tattoo.

When her womb is pumped full and his cum starts to spill out, Ray pulls out his dick which causes his cum to spill out like a river.

Sakuya immediately sits up with a daze and looks at her leaking crotch before lamenting at the wasted cum. "Such a waste."She mutters and used her hand to scoop up the leaking cum before slurping them up like the tastiest thing in the world under his watchful gaze. Once she is done, Sakuya shifts her gaze to his dick and sucks out every last drop of his cum.

Before swallowing them, she collects them in her mouth and shows him as she savors the taste of his cum, swirling her tongue as the thick and creamy pale cum in her mouth before she closes her mouth and swallows everything in one big gulp.

"Pwah!" She proudly opened her mouth wide and made a small burp as she showed her emptied mouth to Ray. "My tummy felt so warm…" She mutters while stroking her stomach before her body swayed and passed out from exhaustion with a satisfied expression on her face.

Ray caught her body before she fell face first to the ground. He snaps his finger which instantly cleanses all the mess on the room and on their body before he rests her on the bed and tuck her in under a blanket.

Instead of leaving, Ray joined her under the blanket next to her and gave her a kiss on her forehead and said, "Sleep well, Sakuya."

That day, Sakuya was incredibly exhausted and slept through the evening and night to the next morning with a smile on her face. She had a very wonderful dream of finally being showered with affection by her Master instead of staying as a convenient and obscure side character of his story.

The End.

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(AN: Sorry it took me more than a week to get it done. I'm busy starting from the new year eve till today. Barely have an hour or two to write each day.

Finally taking my driving lesson on the circuit and also I have to work an extra 4 hour shift for the next three days after new year because many workers are taking holidays during the new year and I had to fill in the gap. My normal shift is as a Machine Operator but the extra shift is to fill in the guys on the cargo loading which is excruciatingly exhausting. By the time I get home, forget about eating and playing games. I immediately went to sleep after taking a shower and slept like a log the next morning. But hey, I got extra money to survive because of that and my normal pay is barely enough to make due to the next paycheck because of my crippling student loan that takes away almost 25% of my monthly salary.😭 My genuine advice to others out there that are considering university or college. Don't unless you are certain to succeed or else you be like me, 11k USD in debt while making 270 USD per month while having to support my family and siblings.)

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