Chapter 3: Whisper Of the Stars
Kaelith groaned as his alarm buzzed incessantly, its shrill tone dragging him from restless dreams of endless stars and twisting dimensions. He slapped at his phone until it stopped, lying still for a moment longer, staring at the ceiling. His body felt heavy, his limbs sluggish, as though some unseen force weighed him down.
The fleeting glow of his dreams lingered—a kaleidoscope of constellations and shimmering voids. The stars had called to him again, faint whispers threading into his thoughts and pulling at something deep within. The ache in his chest had returned, no longer the sharp pull it once was but a hollow yearning that refused to fade.
Kaelith swung his legs over the edge of the bed and rubbed his face, willing the tension from his mind. Was this what my life was going to be now? A constant tug-of-war between two worlds?
The morning routine did little to ground him. Lukewarm water dripped over his shoulders in the shower, but the hum at the edge of his thoughts refused to dissipate. As he sipped his coffee, the bitterness barely registering on his tongue, he stared blankly at the clock on the wall. The hands moved steadily forward, indifferent to the turmoil churning inside him.
When he finally grabbed his gym bag and stepped out into the brisk January air, the world outside seemed maddeningly unchanged. Cars idled at intersections, pedestrians bustled about in thick coats and scarves, and the scent of fresh bread wafted faintly from a nearby bakery. It was all so… normal.
But Kaelith didn't feel normal. Not anymore.
The gym was already alive with activity when Kaelith arrived. The rhythmic clinking of weights, the hum of treadmills, and faint upbeat music greeted him like an old friend. Normally, the energy of the space gave him purpose, grounding him in the present. Today, it felt suffocating. The chatter of clients and the metallic clang of equipment grated against his thoughts, the pull of the stars lurking just beneath his skin.
"Morning, Kaelith!" Carla called as she passed him near the lockers.
"Morning," he replied, mustering a faint smile.
His schedule was packed, with back-to-back sessions that left no room to breathe. But as he guided Greg, a middle-aged client aiming to build muscle, Kaelith's concentration wavered. The ache in his chest flared briefly, and for a moment, the barbell in Greg's hands shimmered, its edges bending unnaturally.
"Kaelith?" Greg's voice broke through the haze. "Is this okay?"
Kaelith blinked rapidly, the distortion disappearing as he stepped forward to adjust Greg's form. "Yeah, it's fine. Three more reps."
By the time lunch rolled around, Kaelith was nursing a protein shake in the staff area, slumped on a bench. Carla joined him, her energy a sharp contrast to his lethargy.
"You look like you're running on fumes," she said, handing him a granola bar. "Rough night?"
Kaelith hesitated, gripping the bar tightly. He thought of the stars' whispers, the visions, and the glowing lines beneath his skin. How could he explain any of it? Instead, he forced a faint smile. "Just tired. Thanks."
Carla frowned but didn't push. She patted his shoulder before heading back to the gym floor.
The rest of the day blurred together. By the time his shift ended, Kaelith felt utterly drained. His movements were slow, deliberate, as he changed out of his uniform and grabbed his bag. The ache in his chest had dulled, but it lingered, a quiet reminder of the stars' pull.
The thought of Mikael's invitation came unbidden. Kaelith replayed the words in his mind: "You need a break. Just come." The idea of a warm fire, surrounded by laughter and the simplicity of human connection, was tempting. Perhaps it could offer him some reprieve.
The sun had long since set when Kaelith arrived at the park. The bonfire roared in the clearing, its flames casting flickering shadows across the faces of those gathered. Mikael waved him over, his grin triumphant.
"You actually made it!" Mikael said, clapping him on the back.
Kaelith managed a faint smile. "Figured I owed you."
He settled onto a log near the fire, letting its warmth seep into his bones. Laughter and chatter filled the air, blending with the crackling flames to create a comforting backdrop. For a brief moment, Kaelith felt normal again.
But the stars wouldn't wait.
The whispers returned, faint at first but growing louder. Kaelith's gaze drifted upward, drawn inexorably to the night sky. The stars were brighter than ever, their light piercing the darkness with an almost blinding intensity. They pulsed faintly, a rhythm Kaelith felt deep in his chest.
"Kaelith?" Mikael's voice was distant, barely audible. "You okay? You've been quiet all night."
Kaelith blinked, tearing his gaze from the sky. "Yeah. Just… tired."
Mikael frowned but handed him a cup of warm cider. Kaelith took it, trying to ground himself in the moment, but the stars' pull was relentless. The warmth of the fire and the chatter around him blurred, merging with the hum in his mind until he could no longer distinguish one from the other.
The whispers grew louder, coalescing into a singular voice that resonated deep within: "Come."
Kaelith's chest tightened, his breath hitching as the pull became unbearable. He stood abruptly, the world around him spinning as though the earth itself had tilted on its axis.
"Kaelith?" Mikael called after him. "Where are you going?"
Kaelith didn't answer. He stumbled away from the bonfire, his footsteps uneven as he crossed the clearing toward the forest at the edge of the park. The laughter and warmth faded behind him, replaced by the cold stillness of the trees.
The forest loomed tall and shadowy, its skeletal branches clawing at the sky. Kaelith plunged into the darkness, his breath visible in the frosty air. The hum in his mind grew louder with each step, the whispers wrapping around him like a shroud.
In a clearing bathed in starlight, Kaelith fell to his knees. The stars above pulsed, their light intensifying until it engulfed him completely. His body felt weightless, his senses overwhelmed as the world dissolved around him.
The voice echoed, deep and resonant: "You are not yet whole."
Kaelith gasped as the stars' light poured into him, weaving through his body like molten threads. A spark ignited within him, flaring into something brighter, stronger. The lines beneath his skin burned with renewed intensity, their glow spilling out in a radiant burst.
As the cosmos enveloped him, Kaelith felt the boundaries of his world shatter once more.