Find Out About Divorce

Chapter 30:

In Jiang Wu’s memory, these close-fitting clothes were cleaned by herself since she was very young. She still vaguely remembered the impatience when her mother taught her for the first time, that At that time, she still didn’t understand those attitudes and the meaning of those eyes. She naively thought that as long as she did well, she might be able to please her mother.

Later, not only laundry, but also many things, she learned early, but her mother left, she seemed to feel that she had fulfilled her due responsibilities, taught Jiang Wu The professor’s stuff has rarely been seen since.

A little bit of self-boundary.

This feeling of vigilance after the invasion of the animal’s private territory made Jiang Wu startled and even more at a loss.

She wanted to escape, but she didn’t allow it. She hugged Jiang Wu, “We have done a lot of things that are more intimate than this.”

In the morning, hug and hug!

Under the offensive of Shen Mu’s kiss, Jiang Wu once again clearly realized that this person has surpassed the intimacy of her family in her cognition, Jiang Wu slowly closed his eyes, feeling Shen Mu’s soft lips.

Shen Mu likes Jiang Wu’s lips, but he likes Jiang Wu’s eyes the most, because no matter how many layers of armor this guy puts on himself, eyes are the windows to the soul, and there are such a pair of eyes that look like peach blossoms And the eye-catching and moving eyes mean that Jiang Wu’s heart is sensitive and gentle.

However, her mouth is a bit annoying.

“Don’t think I’ll do the same thing.” Jiang Wu said.

“It’s okay, I’ll do it, I’ll do it all.” After Shen Mu finished speaking, she kissed again.

This matter passed, and both of them put it down, but Jiang Wu developed a good habit of washing and rinsing at hand, and never gave Shen Mu a chance to express.

Double Festival, around New Year’s Day and New Year’s Day, is the safest time for Huace every year.

Under the influence of the deep-rooted cultural traditions of the Chinese people, no one is willing to spend a lot of time in this good situation of saying goodbye to the old and welcoming the new, and the family is reunited. People will also pretend to be kind to let the year go by.

Jiang Wu is idle, she can even lie on the sofa and eat snacks and watch a movie, but Shen Mu can’t accompany her, company annual meeting, TV station celebration, charity party, various awards ceremony , Shen Mu is even busier than her popular artists.

Another weekend.

Shen Mu left early in the morning, and only had time to kiss Jiang Wu who was still on the bed before going out.

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Jiang Wu could no longer sleep, wandering from the bedroom to the living room, and then to the kitchen like a ghost, watching the cold pan and stove, the whole house With his quiet appearance, Jiang Wu couldn’t stay any longer, so he put on his clothes and got up to go out.

The days when she is not working are very monotonous, and there are very few places to go. Except for home and Huace, probably only a university can make her half interested, it is not only her At her alma mater, there is also her good friend Zhang Xi.

Jiang Wu came to the door of Zhang Xi’s apartment full of enthusiasm and love for his friends, but Zhang Xiying knocked on the door and saw that it was her, but she was not so welcoming, so she closed the door directly and wanted Jiang Wu Shut out.

Two people are quicker than the other.

Jiang Wu stepped forward and pressed his shoulder against the door, “Is this how you treat guests?”

Zhang Xi also tried hard inside, “You are an uninvited guest.”

In the end, Jiang Wu was better. After successfully opening the door and walking in, she clapped her hands a little proudly and held her heart, “You don’t welcome me, this really makes me sad. already.”

Zhang Xi turned around and left.

“Alas, why are you going?”

“Go puke.”

Zhang Xi’s apartment has a lazy chair, sit on it and shake it, Jiang Wu likes it the most.

When she came out again, Zhang Xi pulled a dumpling on her head and patted her face lightly.

“Tell me, what are you doing today.” Zhang Xi asked.

Jiang Wu was swaying back and forth, with a pair of peach blossom eyes carrying earnest expectations, this guy used to deceive people when he was not smiling.

“Let’s have a meal together.”

Zhang Xi, who was almost shaken by Jiang Wu’s softened eyes, seemed to be poured cold water on her head.

Eat…

Eating again?

“No, thank you.” Zhang Xi refused.

Jiang Wu and Zhang Xi’s four-year classmates have a particularly deep relationship. People who become friends have complementary personalities and always have something in common. In the two of them, not sticking to each other is reflected most vividly.

We haven’t seen each other for as long as four months. Later, Zhang Xi took a break from his busy schedule and asked Jiang Wu to eat a bowl of noodles at the school gate. It cost 26 yuan and half an hour to maintain the friendship between their plastic sisters. , Fortunately, the two of them are not surprised by this, after all, this is the normal way they get along.

Recent!

It’s not quite right, or should I say very wrong.

Since Jiang Wu borrowed a few students for help last time, both of them are busy and have not been in contact very much. That is, nearly a week ago, Jiang Wu suddenly called in the evening and said yes To have a meal together.

God, Jiang Wu’s phone called again.

Zhang Xi is a little inexplicable.

“What’s wrong.”

“Have a meal together?”

The two had a lively meal, and Zhang Xi agreed without thinking much.

But later…

“Noon yesterday, the day before yesterday, the day before yesterday, the day before yesterday, the night before the day before yesterday.” Zhang Xi counted with his fingers, “Jiang Wu, I probably calculated, we will eat together this week. more times than last year.”

Jiang Wu innocently blinked at Zhang Xi with her peach blossom eyes, “Isn’t it boring to eat alone.”

“Oh, it’s boring.” Zhang Xi made a sudden realization.

Before Jiang Wu got married, there was a man who ate instant noodles in Huace for half a month and worked overtime.

At that time, Zhang Xi was worried that she would either be overwhelmed by her body or be alone too much, so she once went to Huace to arrest people.

That’s what Zhang Xi asked at that time, “You don’t feel bored when you eat alone?”

How did they answer her at that time?

“People can learn in society, but inspiration only emerges when they are alone.” Zhang Xi said seriously to Jiang Wu, “Is this sentence familiar?”

Jiang Wu nodded, “Cooked, it comes from the great poet, Goethe.”

Zhang Xi couldn’t bear it any longer, she flattened Jiang Wu’s face and rounded it, “It’s you! You answered me that way, and you dare to say that you are bored here, I believe it. You’re hell.”

“Zhang Xi, I’m not trying to make you happy, and I don’t know what’s wrong. If it’s just me, I don’t like to stay at home, I always feel…”

It always feels like space.

No voice of Shen Mu, no warm body from time to time close to her body, no endless fancy ideas and weird ideas, just herself, waiting for Shen Mu aimlessly come back…

It turned out to be only a short half a year, and she has been changed so much in a subtle way. Jiang Wu used to be the most accustomed to being alone, the most accustomed to not relying on, and the most accustomed to living alone. Now she is not used to it at all.

“What’s wrong with me?” Jiang Wu stood up from the lazy chair and looked at Zhang Xi with serious eyes.

Zhang Xi is also serious, just when Jiang Wu thought that Teacher Zhang had been preparing for a long talk to enlighten her, she didn’t want the other party to come.

“Vulnerable, your name is a woman.”

If it wasn’t for someone under the eaves, Jiang Wu must have picked up a throw pillow and threw it there.

After fighting for a long time, Zhang Xi finally went out to have a meal with this worried young woman.

She ordered Jiang Wu’s favorite borscht.

Jiang Wu put the soup in his small bowl, held it up with both hands, and licked it with his tongue. The taste was just right, so he drank it one by one.

“Seriously, Jiang Wu, I really want to meet your wife.”

“Cough cough cough.”

Jiang Wu was choked.

Speaking is amazing.

Jiang Wu dared to guarantee that Zhang Xi did it on purpose, she just wanted to make a fool of herself.

“Cough cough, everyone is busy, when will you have time…” Jiang Wu finally calmed down and said.

Zhang Xi propped her chin and stirred the spoon in front of her, “Time, busy, these are just excuses, maybe you call her now and say that your friend wants to see her, she So happy to come.”

Jiang Wu was a little nervous, she was really afraid that Zhang Xi would make a whim, because according to what she knew about Shen Mu, maybe Shen Mu would come running happily.

Zhang Xi knew what this guy was worried about just by looking at her expression, but she chose a career that she fought for.

Zhang Xi asked curiously, “You chose her, but you always want to hide this marriage invisibly, it’s not that you’re busy, it’s not that you don’t have time, dear, it’s just that you are not ready. , what are you worried about?”

What are you worried about?

This question has been echoing in Jiang Wu’s mind until the end of the dinner.

Saying goodbye to Zhang Xi, Jiang Wu did not go home immediately, she just walked aimlessly along the street.

What are you afraid of?

Is there anything she is afraid of, Jiang Wu?

Although she doesn’t want to admit it, in the deepest part of Jiang Wu’s heart, she has an indelible memory. Since she can remember, her home has been as cold as ice, but Jiang Wu remembers when she was a child Grandma told her that her parents were also united by love.

Shen Mu is kind to her, and in her opinion, this kind of goodness for no reason is somewhat unreasonable.

She didn’t know if Shen Mu was on a whim for her, maybe she, like herself, chose marriage only because she was aroused by desire in loneliness, so she wanted to marry her. This relationship and this marriage are hidden a little deeper. Maybe the fewer people who know about it, the fewer people involved, the more they can accompany each other for a longer time. Her only hope is that when the impulse fades, the two of them can calm down. separate.

She seems always ready to be abandoned.

Jiang Wu laughed at himself.

Being born as a human being, the only person who can depend on you is yourself.