Before Prying Away the Small O

Teacher Qiao’s tone was actually not that severe, not even formal.

Speaking in a succinct manner, it is more like small talk.

It’s like… Yun Wan’s grandfather told her about his life, the tone of the elders to the younger generation.

But in such a loving and tolerant tone, the content contained in it is really like a huge nail, pinning Yun Wan in place, unable to move.

Her throat seemed to be caught by something, and her breathing tightened.

“No.”

Staring at the photo of his student again, Teacher Qiao shook his head again.

With a firm tone, “It’s not right to say that.”

“It’s not so much that Ji Zhou gave You Chenxing the chance to live, it is better to say that he gave more chances to live to his colleagues and to the younger generation who went out from our special military.”

“He left the possibility of more people surviving.”

As if he suddenly figured out something, Teacher Qiao’s tone suddenly became very vicissitudes, “Yes, I know him, this child should think like this, this is the plan.”

Yun Wan didn’t quite understand.

His eyes became confused again.

“What do you mean, a chance to live?”

“Xingxing didn’t tell you about her pheromone?”

Thinking of the pheromone that You Chenxing had no smell and could not smell, Yun Wan’s eyebrows moved slightly.

This change in expression was captured by Teacher Qiao, and I thought to myself, it seems that it is not completely missed, at least Yun Wan has smelled You Chenxing’s pheromone.

“Her pheromone is very, very special.” Slowly, Yun Wan squeezed out an adjective that he recognized.

“Special… Yes, very special, very special.” Teacher Qiao nodded in approval, thinking of something, and his eyes widened, “I still remember when Xingxing first entered our department, Lao Yan received someone in the first class. , I learned about several of their S-level alpha pheromones, and quietly ran over to me and told me that what the dean found in person was different, she is so chic, you have to think about how to train and use it.”

Xu Shi thought of some interesting things from the past, and Teacher Qiao gave a small smile.

But the smile was fleeting, and he quickly returned to the topic, “Her pheromone application is indeed well trained by Lao Yan.”

“The high concealment brought about by its characteristics, when released in small amounts, can make the alpha of the same level and A-level unaware, and at the same time, she can accurately locate the position of the people around.”

“In the first year I came here, I remember that the range was 15 meters around. Later, Lao Yan put a lot of effort into her. When she graduated, she took herself as the center, and the detection range expanded to within 50 meters of precise perception. .”

“Do you know what that means?”

Yun Wan was dazed.

Teacher Qiao didn’t really ask her. After a pause, she continued, “This means that in a small space, within fifty meters, the enemy’s position cannot be physically hidden from her eyes.”

“At the juncture of life and death, it’s all about reaction and intuition.”

“If you already predict the enemy’s position before the bullets fly, it means a high survival rate in action.”

Sighing lightly, Teacher Qiao said proudly, “She did it too.”

“In her four years of college, although she didn’t skip a grade, under Lao Yan’s hands, the amount of training an S-level alpha in the comprehensive department had was multiples of those in other departments in our college. After graduation, many positions wanted her. On my recommendation, she went to the NSA.”

“The three divisions were doing a big task in those two years, and the loss of elites was very serious.”

“After she entered the National Security Bureau, the loss rate of expatriate operations dropped by more than half. Within the National Security Bureau, the directors of several other divisions, because of her particularity, also assigned her to do tasks from time to time.”

Looking at the Military Merit Wall, Mr. Qiao couldn’t help flicking the photo of Fu Jizhou with his thumb. The proud expression peeled off his face again, mixed with more complicated emotions. Yun Wan could see that he didn’t understand a lot. sigh.

Feeling uncomfortable and helpless, Teacher Qiao really sighed, “You Chenxing’s pheromone determines her importance.”

“If she is alive, many people will be able to follow along, benefit from high-risk operations, and survive.”

“We understand this, and so does Ji Zhou.”

“So in the end, he gave You Chenxing the chance to survive, but not only to her, but also to all his colleagues and juniors, the possibility of survival in high-risk missions in the future.”

Yun Wan was speechless, something stuck in her throat.

Subconsciously, she followed Teacher Qiao’s actions and glanced at Ji Zhou.

The man in the photo has a handsome face, is smiling, and looks very young.

Thinking of the age at which Ji Zhou died, Yun Wan was disappointed again, yes, young, his life is always fixed at the age of twenty-six, and he will not move forward.

“I……”

Yun Wan felt that she should say something, but her mind went blank, she spit out a word and got stuck.

Seeing Yun Wan’s entanglement, Teacher Qiao smiled and said with special understanding, “It’s okay, don’t say anything, this is the path we chose, and it is our responsibility.”

“Compared to what, do you want to give him a daisy?”

“The flower language of daisies represents the love that lies deep in the heart.”

“Even if they will not be known to the public, they will not be able to enter the Martyrs Cemetery, but here, in the special military, they will always have their place.”

The pen holder with daisies was handed over by Teacher Qiao, Yun Wan stared blankly at the little white flower, and silently reached out and took one.

Put it in front of Ji Zhou’s photo.

The two walked forward, and after the conversation, there was a long silence. Yun Wan watched Teacher Qiao place the daisies in front of each photo. He would quietly look at each photo for a while, as if he was reminiscing. The life of one’s own students, at this time, any sound is disturbing.

It wasn’t until Teacher Qiao finished putting the last daisy in that Yun Wan spoke again, “About Ji Zhou, did You Chenxing say it after he came back?”

Realizing that Yun Wan would be wrong about what he said to himself, Teacher Qiao shook his head.

“No, I guessed the process. They are all students I brought out. It’s not hard to guess what they think.”

“She didn’t say anything, she… has been very silent about this matter, and the retelling of the mission is very brief, only describing the scene at that time, saying that Ji Zhou let her go, as for what they said at the end, Ji Zhou is What she thought, what she thought, she never mentioned it.”

“This matter is a hurdle in her heart.”

Teacher Qiao looked at Yun Wan and said kindly, “But I still hope she can speak out one day.”

“People can’t always be trapped in the past. We have to face a lot, and it is too heavy to move forward with the burden of the past.”

“I want her to let go.”

After speaking, he smiled again, “But this kind of thing is always easy to say, everyone understands the big truth, and it is always difficult to implement.”

“But she does intelligence work, this line of business…”

Teacher Qiao looked back at the Military Merit Wall, which made Yun Wan horrified.

Teacher Qiao: “If you can’t let go of this line of study, the pain of separation will only become more and more unbearable in the future.”

Aware of the subtext in these words, Yun Wan’s back trembled involuntarily, and he opened his mouth twice before asking what he wanted to ask.

“This……”

“Mr. Qiao, on this wall, are there, many people who died in intelligence posts… did they die?”

Teacher Qiao was stunned for a moment, and looked at Yun Wan. There was so much grief in it that Yun Wan could hardly breathe.

Without waiting for Teacher Qiao’s answer, Yun Wan subconsciously asked, “How many casualties will and will be caused by the activities of large-scale intelligence personnel?”

She knew it was impolite.

However, Yun Wan was afraid that after this moment, she really heard Teacher Qiao’s answer, and she couldn’t ask this question again.

After a moment, the first thing she heard was Teacher Qiao’s sigh.

Half an hour later, Yun Wan was sitting beside the military merit wall and handed out Daisy’s work table, her thoughts were all in confusion.

The first question, Teacher Qiao told her the data.

Second, Ms. Qiao didn’t say it directly, but gave a few examples to give her a general feeling.

Including the one that Yun Wan experienced 20 years ago.

However, she was only immersed in the pain of losing her mother at the time, and her memory of other aspects of that incident was very vague. She was very young and couldn’t remember so many things.

But she is not now.

She is now a mature adult.

With long eyelashes hanging down, in the early autumn weather, even though she was already wearing warm clothes, Yun Wan still felt the cold.

She knew that this chill didn’t come from the weather, it came out of her body, it was caused by her… her fear.

She got it.

With hindsight, at this moment, when she was not in the National Security Bureau, she understood the reason for the high-pressure atmosphere in the three places and the anxiety radiating from the bottom of each employee’s heart.

And some rash suggestions for You Chenxing…

She understood.

She understood it all.

She couldn’t be as calm as You Chenxing and Zhu Sui. She should be in a similar mood to the employees of the three divisions. More likely, she is not as good as them.

She felt fear.

Fear of the damage that may be caused in the follow-up of this case, which has never been a clue.

“It’s hard for a case of this size to have no casualties…”

What Teacher Qiao had just said was repeated in his ears, causing Yun Wan to frown.

“Give me two, thank you.”

Just as she was suffering, a familiar voice rang in her ears, Yun Wan raised her head, Yu Xi dressed very neatly today, and took two daisies from the guarding students at the work table.

Yun Wan sat relatively back, unobtrusive, and Yu Xi didn’t notice her.

After taking the flowers, he went straight to the military merit wall.

Unable to control Yun Wan, her eyes followed her back and followed her all the way to the military merit wall.

The last few steps were blocked by board paintings, Yun Wan stood up and walked forward, only to see Yu Xi again.

Then she saw that Yu Xi had put a flower under the photo she had just posted, just like Teacher Qiao, Yu Xi reached out and touched the photo across the glass plate.

Yun Wan couldn’t describe her mood at the moment, her mind was very confused, and there were fine beads of sweat oozing out of her forehead, which made her feel in an illusory and unrealistic feeling, ups and downs.

Yu Xi stood for a while.

There was only the other person’s back in sight, and Yun Wan couldn’t see if she said anything.

But what Teacher Qiao said about Ji Zhou lingered in her ears again.

——“He left the possibility for more people to survive.”

– “This is the path we choose, and it is our duty.”

——”The flower language of daisies…the love that is hidden in the bottom of my heart.”

——”The line of intelligence work…”

All of a sudden, if Yu Xi was investigating, she turned around at a distance of more than fifty meters.

The sight and Yun Wan, who had been staring at her, collided with each other.

The moment Yu Xi noticed it, Yun Wan could no longer see Yu Xi’s expression. Her mind was full of Yu Xi’s expression that she imagined…

——“I have seen Yu Xi cry for Ji Zhou.”

What You Chenxing said at the tea party was suddenly recalled by Yun Wan.

The next moment, Yun Wan turned around fiercely.

She couldn’t breathe, she couldn’t be here anymore, she…

She couldn’t stay any longer.

Regardless of Yu Xi on the opposite side, Yun Wan walked fast, trying to stay away from the military merit wall, away from the distracting thoughts in her mind…

be quiet…

Yes, she should, should…

I don’t know how far I went out, but a sudden bell broke Yun Wan’s thoughts violently.

After a pause, Yun Wan glanced at the surroundings blankly. Yun Wan took the phone out of the small satchel, without even looking at the name on the phone, and answered the channel, “Hello, who?”

She didn’t know, her voice was fluttering, showing a very weak voice, which made the other side frown.

“Yun Wan?”

You Chenxing’s voice was transmitted through the radio waves. The calmness of the woman was like a reassurance pill. Hearing Yun Wan’s ears, the irritability around her suddenly sank, and her mind suddenly became a lot more awake.

“Yes. It’s me.”

“You Chenxing?” Yun Wan asked again uncertainly.

“It’s me, didn’t you look at the number?”

Touching his forehead, Yun Wan blinked, still a little confused, but his voice finally brought logic, “No, no, I… I was just walking.”

Yun Wan: “Where are you?”

Aware of Yun Wan’s abnormal state, You Chenxing, who was also walking, couldn’t help but stand still, and his voice became more serious, “Yun Wan, what’s wrong with you? Did you encounter anything?”

After thinking about it for a while, he said, “Meet an acquaintance? Who said something to you?”

If it hadn’t happened, why would you open your mouth to look for her?

“No, I didn’t meet anyone.”

“Also, no one said anything to me.”

A sentence is more stable than a sentence. Listening to You Chenxing’s voice, and following the gradually submerged heartbeat, Yun Wan slowly understood his desire at the moment.

“then you……”

“You Chenxing.”

Yun Wan interrupted You Chenxing’s words and called the woman’s name seriously and urgently.

“where are you?”

The next sentence was another earnest question, as if the answer to this question was very important to her.

Eyelashes trembled slightly, Yun Wan’s voice became very soft, and he hesitated, “Have you finished talking on the phone with me? Have you finished talking about your business?”

Without waiting for You Chenxing to answer, afraid that You Chenxing would deny her conjecture, she quickly said, “Even if I haven’t finished speaking, can I come over, just… just stand outside and wait for you, don’t disturb you, I…”

“I……”

Yun Wan closed her eyes, let out a light breath, and through the radio waves, this sigh seemed to fall into You Chenxing’s heart, affecting her emotions uncontrollably.

The Omega’s voice was soft and sweet, whispering in her ear, “I want to see you.”

“Right now……”

“I’d love to see you.”